your head finds its way to my shoulder
your lips gently kisses my chin
you look up into my eyes as i wrap my arm around you
this is so real
your warmth
your smile
your hand under my shirt
caressing my stomach
as it makes its way to wrap itself around my waist
just laying here
happy to be by your side
...
... ...
bzz bzz bzz
the alarm goes off
time to wake up
I open my yeses to give you a gentle kiss on your forehead
to find that the only thing in my arms
is nothing more than my pillow
and the feeling of loneliness
even stronger than ever
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feelings become
my feelings have become
manefestations from within
angels of the fallen
weekened by my thoughts
brought down to my knees
tears on my cheek
turned towards the sky
screaming my mind with endless hate...
confused within these walls
all alone
in my misery
full of hopless thoughts
with all the world i hate
7/5/02
10:56 pm